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Jan. 4th, 2007 @ 02:21 pm (no subject)
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this is where you will find me from now on
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after NOFX
Dec. 19th, 2006 @ 11:29 pm (no subject)
do what you love.  fuck everything else.
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after NOFX
Dec. 14th, 2006 @ 03:04 pm (no subject)
Take the first sentence of the first post of the month and write it down.

January: Here’s the truth: I am an ugly stressed out escapist who doesn’t want to grow up, would rather be a pirate, sail the seas, and fight for treasure and maybe the love of a good woman or man.

February:  think i have lost my voice completely when it comes to writing.

March: i like sitting and doing nothing, its very appealing to me

April: moving to florida on the 11th of april...

May: and this song feels like a moth trapped within a fist

June: 1. name:

July: ok, so this week has been fantastic, as weeks up here are known to be.

August:HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN!?!

September:We have one chance..

October: spent the weekend with the boy. 

November: we don't know if chicken little 

December:we built this city
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after NOFX
Dec. 12th, 2006 @ 10:54 pm (no subject)


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Nov. 24th, 2006 @ 11:18 pm (no subject)
going to be living in mexico come the fourth of january.
coming up to buffalo the 6th through the twelvth of december.
much love to you all
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after NOFX
Nov. 13th, 2006 @ 11:15 pm (no subject)
What will grow quickly, that you can't make straight
It's the price you gotta pay
Do yourself a favour and pack you bags
Buy a ticket and get on the train
Buy a ticket and get on the train

Cause this is fucked up, fucked up
Cause this is fucked up, fucked up

People get crushed like biscuit crumbs
And laid down in the bed you made
You have tried your best to please everyone
But it just isn't happening
No, it just isn't happening

And it's fucked up, fucked up
And this is fucked up, fucked up
This your blind spot, blind spot
It should be obvious, but it's not.
But it isn't, but it isn't

You cannot kickstart a dead horse
You just crush yourself and walk away
I don't care what the future holds
Cause I'm right here in your arms today
With your fingers you can touch me

I'm your black swan, black swan
But I made it to the top, made it to the top
This is fucked up, fucked up

You are fucked up, fucked up
This is fucked up, fucked up

Be your black swan, black swan
I'm for spare parts, broken up

thom yorke - black swan
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jen en nuit
Nov. 6th, 2006 @ 09:35 pm (no subject)
we don't know if chicken little
was right

the sky is really falling
and us right along with it
falling at the same
speed and time
to give the illusion
of never falling at all
don't know if some true ground
is rushing up to meet us

so i leave you to get on top
as i lie on my back for you
because reality comes hard
and perhaps i can cushion the blow
for one of us

we are dealing from a deck of cards
where the diamonds hearts clubs and spades
are now
most likelys probablys maybes
and maybe knots
that have left us in the hopeless tangle
of each other
like the tendrils of jellyfish
tied together at the ends
while we pull in opposite directions
creating a net that has caught silence
and kept it tightly between us

we don't know if we are two separate dreams
growing into one another
in the long sleep
of some lonely god
who loves the quiet eyes of misery
because it's all he knows

but there is something
something about the way
the clouds are moving
that tells me
we are falling

so i lie on my back for you.

on my back- shane koyczan
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after NOFX
Oct. 18th, 2006 @ 09:49 pm (no subject)
spent the weekend with the boy.  
oh so totally and heart stoppingly in love. 
this is insanity.

and much much much more serious of a relationship than i have ever been in.
 Ha,  i kept waking up in the middle of saying things, which he thought was adorable, and i thought was totally weird.  
i mean "And I was beside the ocean, too"  was one, and "But why was the sound quality bad if the speakers were Bose?" was another.
nothing of importance, i suppose.

and i managed to say i love you to him while i was sleeping too.  something about the subconscious being unable to lie?

cause i really do love him.
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Sep. 30th, 2006 @ 02:42 pm (no subject)



squirrel nutkin fell out of my tree today...  going to bring him to care animal hospital so they can nurse him

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Sep. 15th, 2006 @ 03:37 pm (no subject)

flogging molly absoloutly rocked my socks.  funny thing is they rocked my mothers harder...she got invited side stage by a member of the band,  got to hang out with them for a bit before their encore, and managed to get a pic for me.  so, going to a concert with your mother?  good idea.  its a designated driver, pic nabber, fellow rocker and friend all wrapped in a loving package.

i did end up drinking, though i was unsure if i would.  mmm, jack and coke, mmm guiness, mmm budweiser.

plus, hooray for welcoming fellow irishmen who jig with me.  fucking rocked out with a whole bunch of different people.  we were cheering, singing the words together, smiling aat each other, pumping our fists in the air to emphasize words that meant the most to us.  FLOGGING MOLLY!  THANK YOU FOR THE FABULOUS NIGHT IN A FANTASTIC SETTING.

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after NOFX